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| unchangable things |
| 04.16.04 (2:55 pm) [edit] |
:( ah,unchangable things....alot of them..whats the point of talking about things you cant change,like how i want to tchange the world,but nope cant,change myself,nope cant,change how i feel,nope cant,change people,nope cant...another problem on myself,its weird how you want to froget about something but it all just comes back 2 u
im just a hopeless shattered dream
we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other. ~Mother Teresa
well thank you mother teresa,DUH!!!,but sometimes u just 4get that we belong to each other..so we just..hate
Life... is like a box of chocolates a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while youre watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but its gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper
-goodbye
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| hey |
| 04.15.04 (5:55 pm) [edit] |
music:stairway to heaven by:led zeplin
:( sorry i havent been updating lately...
its good..umm..anyways...life is the same as usual...i wish i culd change it,but i cant do anything..i want to cry soooo bad,but i just cant and wont,i want my old life back,why am i not happy anymore? why am i suddenly in the dark ages,ive been in the darkages for about a year now,peoples :cry:
I just..dont know what to do anymore,i try not to believe anything i dont want to hear...i just pretend..all the time..i guess u can say im a good actress/pretender.. :?: i just hate the world so much,in yet i cry for it..yeaaa i have problems,i used to think i shuld belong in a psycho ward...cuz..hmm i think its my home,man..one time I could hear voices,and when i read things, i see different words then they were..yes..weird..i kno...am i loosing it really??...lifes..tuff...i just...dont..know anymore :?
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| yeaaa |
| 04.06.04 (11:37 am) [edit] |
Music:Can't stop by:red hot chili peppers
so..as you continue to read my life..(which i really odnt have)..there is alot you should [b]knoww[/b] :P
Ive been playing soccer for 6 years..ya go me..i did cheerleading,never tried baseball,and i did do basketball,i guess u can say i kinda like sports..SORTA,but just mostly soccer, i know there is more than this life than just secrets and lies,just like that song i love by switchfoot..
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
yea yea,we did freakin loose ourselves,well atleast III did,i mean yea,maybe THERE IS hope for me,maybe there isnt,god i wish i was a fortune teller!,well hm i just dont know anymore
news with me and robby: eh...lol :? confuused,i mean just incase u guys didnt kno bout me and robby,we lived by each other all of our lives,been best frienda,and suddenly its taken a step furrther u kno
and he even kissed me :shock:
yea,guess there is some sense in that blonde head of his,so yea..who knows whats gunna happen
-is there hope? or is it just a gleam of light to shine on you to make you believe something,then turns away?,see,thats why i lost all my faith,cause im always just setting myself up for dissapoitment,no need to do that anymore-
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| just woke up |
| 04.06.04 (8:42 am) [edit] |
:shock: yea,im awaken...awaken for this vivid day of mine..im going to the mall cuz thjats my life,nothin elssee to do,today is the officaly the first day of spring break :!: but i wish i had sumtin BETTER TO DO! ugh,i just dont wanna wasteee it u kno? 8) anywho....life is prettyyy much the same, i just long for change of this life..of this world..
-love much-
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| Psycho |
| 04.06.04 (12:40 am) [edit] |
:? you know...ever since i quit ccd..(my church group thing after school)...mrs.rowland and mrs.kopp has been like avoiding me lately...yes i know..liana told me..they think im psycho :twisted: haha..anywayys,it was all because i said.."haha i love watching movies and where a guy dies and he twitches,its hilarious" and they took that all seriously,..geez..i mean hey,that is funny when a dead guy twitches,u got to admit,but maybe i am psyychoo,psycho in the mind,psycho at heart,hmm dont know. Soccer was sooo boring today! ahh,i swear i did NOT wanna do anything. Next thing I know coach is calling me spoiled brat,i mean i didnt even DO anything,geez. what a life right? what a freakin life. well..its 3:35 am now..joy..maybe i SHOULD get some sleep :shock: yeaa..apperantly i have no life hehe..yea yeaaaa,better park my butt to beddd woo
-love much-
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| late |
| 04.06.04 (12:12 am) [edit] |
man,its 3 am..and im still awake?? oh well...its spring breeaaak baby :D ..not like im doin anything special lol,but um yeah..things in life are bumpy still...sorrow still here,desprete times,still here,but..u kno...im still alive arent I???,well after im done this blog,im gunna fix my pizzaass and offf to beed,woot
<3 robby>
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